1. Secrets -- 2. Halcyon Days -- 3. Friendship -- 4. The NSA Years: The Apprenticeship of an Anti-Communist Liberal -- 5. Seeking a Place -- 6. The South Africa Years -- 7. Stanford and Civil Rights: 1961-1963 -- 8. Mississippi Freedom Summer -- 9. The Personal Side of the Political -- 10. The Political Side of the Personal -- 11. "Dump Johnson" -- 12. 1968: Year of Triumph, Year of Tragedy -- 13. Being a Congressman -- 14. One Last Chance -- 15. Coming Apart -- 16. A Second Act?