Cover; Contents; Front Matter; Title Page; Publisher Information; Dedications; Living With BDD; My Life as a Little Girl; The Worry of Being a Parent; Staggering Through Comp; Aunt Ivy; The Pain of Being Fat; Hating Myself; Mr Blue; Mr Black; Body Dysmorphic Disorder; Mr Blond; The F Word; Daniel and beyond; Father and Daughter; Despair; Dysmorphia in your 30s; Reggie; A Nobody; Plastic Surgery; Big Brother; Finding Love (that old chestnut); Life After Big Brother; Me and My BDD; True friends; Stop hurting; Today; Also Available from Andrews UK and Apex Publishing
Summary
Lea Walker first caught the public eye when she appeared on Channel 4's Big Brother programme in 2006. Her outgoing personality, surgery enhanced figure and outspoken manner kept audiences glued to their screens but behind the smiles she was hiding a long history of eating disorders, abusive relationships and unhappiness. As well as trying to come to terms with a history of violence, a failed marriage and life as a single parent, Lea has faced a continuous battle with her distorted body image
